Thursday, May 20, 2010

Asking for Guidance

Dear God, I don't know what to do or where to go from here. I need your help and guidance to help me learn your purpose for me. I feel so called to serve you in Sisterhood and religious life. I want to spend my days praying to you, listening to you, talking to you and serving you and your purpose. Lead me Oh God to where I need to, follow you, serve you. I love you God and trust you with all my heart. You are my life, love of my life, and my lover. I'm thirsting for intimacy with you and embrace you and everything about you. I want to connect with you and be with you. I'm so in love with you Lord. I want to feel complete and loved!
Oh Lord I feel so scared and alone. I'm feel so scared and lone. I'm nervous about telling my family about my calling to religious life. They will probably disown me, be angry, and not approve.They don't understand my love for you, and my commitment to you and your divine intimacy! I started dressing more modestly for you and be beautiful ladylike for you. It's a big change for me and hopefully i'm pleasing you. If the Good Lord came to my house today he will be smiling at me for showing my feminity for him.
Amen Love you Daddy!

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